why hurt you

re-enlighten depersonalization
reign light in deep person all lies cessation
violent awakening deepening slumber no longer held under yesterday’s waves riding instead now’s frequency range

system shocking

system shocking behaviour
kick it out. block the system

internal, eternal
a silenced lifetime the trade off
shuddered thought causing shattered thinking

and now i am                                                                                                                                                                                                          always time traveling to today