:those days:

love exercise integrate repeat familiar dissonant pleading within bleeding heart explosion all over far reaching this was anywhere care to feel flowing the air blood stream taken there. scratch hate across the walls break through another way

who do you tell

i am scared

what i’ve done to life

in the process of trying

something viable

where on the landscape

are we standing are we lying

we are down

pulling our world with

unaware unsupposing

drifting there there

wild terror eyes

whirling, asking within

how to stay put to stay in line

saw their faces again today

now on shuffle. i found

me in repeat. just to

stop the shit shut the fuck up

now i’m on fire and dry ice

powdered, dressed right

death healing up the inside