:those lights are me:

already now everything thought dreamt and felt. every time that was every one I was always here as now forming. afraid of the downfall, losing it all. This time this stuff is ready to go. want to release to never in this now, always what was lurking in tow. reach the other, another, and where did it go? circling the ether, does it not travel there, “above” it, at all…the left brain taking over now, conceptualizing an absolute everything above, beyond, further and through a heart I’m a part of, a whole of, a hologram of all perpetually spreading expanding evolving to the point of return, point of awakening, of birthing

the Self from the Self. Mother the Self back there.

The “beginning” of Mother. birth awakening return.

mother stands for…what I strive for

unconditional love absolute forgiveness infinite compassion ultimate protection perpetual comfort unwavering support perfection manifest life, breath,

sustanence shelter with a purposeful

Self birthing Self

mother to all

write self back into it

obviously sometimes forgetting

move above it so below

it be right once and For All

start again rethinking other extensions, others thought in sync and out of again

gone from the here Now into upper expressions to keep aloof of this Time
registered, not taken absorbed still somehow

to relive again in the Now-mentioned energy this way and that

find the One there from it all

resurface, reface it, give it a knew name

spell it out with everystep, every breath

and in between time, always expanding, never backing out